I Will Survive

Hello blog,

Here I am again, ready to pour my heart out as another challenging day comes to its end.
Today I feel a little bit weaker.....the headache does not seem to go away, my body feels as if it's about to give away any second....I really got to do something to gain the energy back....
I could only think of one factor that might contribute to my present condition......my growing fibroid....yup, since its presence, my life has been a little haywire.....I haven't stop bleeding for almost four months now.....it's making me weaker and weaker as the day passes by...
Nobody seems to notice what I'm going through, because, as much as possible, I'll try not to make those around me worry unnecessarily. Let me shoulder the burden and pain, they have enough problems of their own, mine would be exclusively mine to keep....
I have to be strong, no matter what happens, for my adorable son, for my loving husband and for my supportive family....

I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give, I will survive.....


"Come what may, I'll face it"

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