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WINNING WAYS by Datin T.D. Ampikaipakan WE ARE pleased to offer you the position of mother . This position does not require a biological disposition. Giving birth is the least reason for someone to become a mother. The job is a permanent position with no probationary tenure of service. Once you accept the position, you cannot leave, abdicate or relinquish your duties. If you are tempted to take on the role as mother and later decide that it is not your calling, the consequences can be heart-wrenching! JOB SPECIFICATIONS This is the toughest job in the world. Below are your subsidiary titles and the skills you have to learn: Maid – perform all jobs (including cleaning of unmentionables) required of a caregiver as well as be the most automated appliance in the household. Cook – be creative and innovative in the production of meals at any time required by the children. Enforcing time management scheme may work but it is optional. Marketing Manager – be able to buy whatever is required...

It has been a great and fantastic 5 years going through the marriage life... I have to admit that the past five years were indeed challenging and full of ups and downs...we were in the process of getting to know each other well and trying hard to digest, discover and understand each other's true colours!!!! ....we are still learning now....there's always something new to find out and learn about the other half...sometimes you feel as if you don't even know him at all!!!! but, I have learnt to accept the salt and pepper of life which undoubtedly has made me a better person in general and a tolerable wife in particular. People always say that the first five years are the sweetest and happiest moments....going into the 5th year and above is the time when you would start feeling the responsibilities and burdens on both shoulders and the real challenge is yet to be discovered then... Come what may, i'll face it...... Happy Anniversary, darling! Thank you for your patience an...

Just want to wish Happy Fasting to everybody!!!

It must be my luckiest year.....so many great things had happened, and it's only half of the year!!!!! First and foremost, I got a maximum increment for my salary.....which has never happened to anybody in this organization, maybe except for one...my immediate boss. Second, I was awarded with "Anugerah Khidmat Cemerlang" (Recognition of Excellence) only after one year of service in this organization. Third, I'll be getting a brand new car which is a present from my beloved hubby. Fourth, I'll be delivering another hero in two months' time. Fifth, I'll be purchasing my dream house at the end of the year. Well, I am indeed the luckiest person around.....I actually have my beloved darlings behind me all the way. They are the most understanding, tolerable and supportive of all....who else if not my one and only hubby and my two lovely heroes..... Can't imagine my life without you guys around.......you are no doubt challenging, I have to admit, yet, the lov...

Life has been great.

With my eldest son, Danish Muqri.....(can't get enough of the horses, huh?) With my second son, Umarizz Darwisy.....(love that pinkish mouth of yours, darling..)

The world is merrier with the existence of my newborn son, Umarizz Darwisy. Delivering Darwisy into the real world was indeed a fantabulous experience.....an experience which I would never and ever forget for the rest of my life..... The pain of contraction started two days prior to the estimated due date. Contraction of every 30 minutes had shorten into every 10 minutes and gotten even shorter with 5 minutes. But I had to bear with the 5 minutes contraction for more than 24 hours. In the wee hours of the morning, I felt the greatest pain and I was then wheeled into the labour room. The suspense and pain were even greater there. I had to ask for a jab to lessen the killing contraction.....but too bad, it did not help that much.....my gynae offered me the ethanol to quicken the labour, without doubts or queries, I grabbed the gadget and inhaled the euphoric gas. Hey, that was quite a relief and I felt light-headed too.....this thingy was a miracle..... After 12 hours of labour, it's...

This morning I realized that life is too short to let myself feel down and gloomy.....There are so much out there to explore and enjoy.....it's up to me to live it to the max....(hmmm...this sounds familiar..)... well....didn't feel on top of the world today...must be due to the sore throat that has been threatening to turn into a bad cough, which I have to avoid and prevent, looking at my condition....I'm into my 33rd week now....ok...catch u later...

I really missed my son.....Before this, I've been imagining how it would be like if one day I'd have to be separated from him..... Now that I'm in the real situation.......it sucks!!!!!!!! I can't imagine breathing the air without him at sight...... As a matter of fact, I can't even bear it when somebody mentions his name.....I get all restless and tears begin to fall down my cheek...or, threatening to fall, perhaps.... Danish, come home quickly.....Mama missed you soooo much........ come what may, i'll face it...

Hi there blog.....how's it going? Been so long since I last logged-in, huh... So much has happened since.... I've completed my Masters coursework, I've got a job, I've moved to my parents' place and above all, I'm heavily pregnant..... Hmmmm.....what is greater than receiving the news that I'm pregnant after the two depressing miscarriages last year....this is what I've been hoping for....another 'hero' to cherish my days and nights...yup....it's another boy on the way.....my gynae confirmed this during my last visit.....I don't mind getting another boy, my hubby was hoping for a boy, anyway....you got what you have been wishing for, darling..... But, to tell the truth, the experience this time around is indeed different than the previous one.....this pregnancy has been quite difficult as I had an extremely bad morning sickness during the first trimester, the backpain is terrible and my overall being is not in good state.....well, another...

It's been quite some time since I've entered this blog. So much has happened since then... 08/11/04 Happy 2nd Birthday, Danish Muqri!!!! It's my son's second birthday. We had a mini celebration at my parents' place. It never occurred to me that my son is not fond of candles and a huge cake. The moment the candles were lit up, he ran behind me and hid himself. Everybody started singing the birthday song and he still did not bother to join in...but, I could hear him whispering the birthday song behind my back. Aha, you can run but you can never hide from Mama, darling......hihi... I have a teeny-weeny wish for you, my little one..... I hope you will always feel that you are extremely important to us no matter what. Mama and Papa will love you indefinitely and be there for you through good and bad times...I promise... "Come what may, I'll face it!"

I have a piece of good news to share..... I went to see Dr Ashar, my gynaecologist, at Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital recently. Well, looks like I'm seeing him too frequent this year, due to the two miscarriages and a suspected fybroid. But now I can happily and gratefully say that the depressing and exhausting episode in my life has finally come to an end. I am free from those year-long nail-biting experiences of waiting for the heavy bleeding to stop, blood test results and ultra-sound images. Alhamdulillah.. All these have made me stronger and more mature in the way I perceive and appreciate life. And I feel much healthier indeed... Thank you to the two most supportive and loving men in my life.....my understanding husband and my adorable son...I can't imagine my life without both of you......you complete me.....

Happy Fasting to everybody... May Allah bless us all.....

Hello blog, Here I am again, ready to pour my heart out as another challenging day comes to its end. Today I feel a little bit weaker.....the headache does not seem to go away, my body feels as if it's about to give away any second....I really got to do something to gain the energy back.... I could only think of one factor that might contribute to my present condition......my growing fibroid....yup, since its presence, my life has been a little haywire.....I haven't stop bleeding for almost four months now.....it's making me weaker and weaker as the day passes by... Nobody seems to notice what I'm going through, because, as much as possible, I'll try not to make those around me worry unnecessarily. Let me shoulder the burden and pain, they have enough problems of their own, mine would be exclusively mine to keep.... I have to be strong, no matter what happens, for my adorable son, for my loving husband and for my supportive family.... I've got all my l...

I've been a follower of Malaysian Idol since day one. Just an hour ago, the grand finale was shown live over 8TV and TV3. It was awesome. Jac was awesome. She's got this 'style' that has captured my attention since the night that she sang 'Keliru'. And, watching her just now, wow, she's definitely a star.....the way she delivered her songs, it was like she owned the audience and she knew what she sang about as each word was articulated amazingly well..... When she sang her final number, Gemilang, it touched my heart and it left me smiling at the end of the song, thinking that she's going to make it as the first Malaysian Idol. And I'll definitely vote for her.....

Looking down the memory lane, I definitely treasure so many things that had happened in my life. Be it sweet, bitter, nostalgic, hatred, painful, unforgettable...the list can go on and on.... Such events made me stronger mentally, emotionally and perhaps, physically..... Such events also made me weaker and helpless in certain aspects..... But, who am I to complain so much about things that actually made me realise....life is too short....it's up to me to enjoy and live it to the max... The best things in life are free......I've always believed in that..... Love is free.....it is the best thing that could have happened to anyone..... Friendship is free.....you do not have to pay a dime in order to have a best friend..... Well.....all said and done, I still wonder what the heck was I thinking and writing about? Mental block is the worst thing that I have experienced...it's torturing and mind-boggling..... o-oh...not another one, not in this blog, please.... ???...

I was in dead-end thinking about what to cook for the day. Suddenly, an idea strucked my mind and I created this delicious recipe. Feel free to try it out... Ayam Goreng Dikny In Da House Bahan-bahan: 2 sudu besar jintan manis 2 sudu besar jintan putih 2 sudu besar lada hitam 2 sudu besar serbuk lada putih 2 biji telur 2 cawan tepung gandum 1/2 ekor ayam (potong ikut suka) Garam secukup rasa Minyak masak Cara: 1. Pecahkan telur dan asingkan. 2. Tumbuk hingga lumat jintan manis, jintan putih dan lada hitam. 3. Gaulkan bahan yang telah ditumbuk bersama serbuk lada putih, garam dan tepung sehingga sebati. 4. Panaskan minyak. 5. Celup ayam dalam telur hingga rata. 6. Gaulkan ayam itu dalam bancuhan tepung tadi hingga betul-betul melekat. 7. Goreng hingga garing.

Time and tide waits for no man. Simple, yet deep in meaning. I'm sure that each and everyone of us has a different perception towards this ever-famous idiom. For me, I take it as a challenge that I have to face everyday. My role as a wife, a homemaker, a mother and a student is indeed begging for more time in order to have everything goes on smoothly. I am not perfect, nobody is, as a matter of fact, and sometimes I really hope that those around me would very much understand what I have to go through everyday to ensure that housechores are well taken care of, the baby is well-fed, my assignments are looked through....the list is endless... I am not asking for too much, just a little bit of understanding and patience....and I am easy to please.....a can of coca-cola and a piece of tiramisu would definitely do the trick ;) "Come what may, I'll face it!"

I was relieved after being extremely hectic for this past week. 3 assignments were due plus a presentation plus double tests ...phew...indeed they took the time and air out of me until I was breathless. But, hey, that's the joy of being a student, a Masters one, I might add, full of ups and downs and getting on the nerves, which are waaayyyyssss different from being an undergraduate student, oh yes, I can assure you of that. To quote one of my professors, "This is a Masters level, you people can't be doing things and thinking like an undergraduate. Your responsibility is much more heavier...you are not only responsible towards yourself...you also have a role to serve the society as well..." Well, so much of being a Masters student, huh.. Anyway, the euphoria of finally managing to complete and submit all the time-consuming assignments does not linger for too long.... Yup, the FINALS are just around the corner!!!! Another avalance on the way?????

Hi.... Got curious about this thing and created one immediately.... Just the perfect place to pour my heart out at the end of each day of the year... I will share my thoughts, feelings and anything that crosses my mind in here... Alright. Be right back 2moro. "Come what may, I'll face it!!!"