Upclose & Personal With Dikny

What could be worse than having to face the fact that everything goes wrong while hubby is not around. The thing i needed most is out of order.....crash, boom, bang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My PC does not cooperate much with me and there it goes.....not alive anymore...........uurrgghhh....how am I supposed to survive without google and ym? The computer has always been my source of inspiration, a place for me to pour my heart out and a tool to lean on when I'm stucked!!!!! It's time to get a new notebook, I guess......

Hubby has gone to LA on new year day..... My feelings are beyond explanation.......a mixture of everything combined together to form an explosive kind of burst on my gentle heart...... I convinced myself and believed that I would be strong coz indeed, I am strong and independent.....I could go through this challenge in a breeze BUT, how I have deceived my confidence when out of sudden without forcing, my tears poured down like the great downfall of Niagarafalls.......I felt lonely and lost.....my children are around, no doubt, but something is definitely missing and has left a hole on my chest...it felt heavy and still is....... I really hope and pray that I could walk through this heartfelt temporary separation smoothly.....and one thing for sure, I'm working really hard to complete the double mega projects that I'm handling so that I can be with him soon enough.....